A Little Gray Mouse

I finally beat the level 110 Chaos in Dissidia and it was the most awesome battle ever.

We're supposed to get ANOTHER notice soon.. this time a 24 hour notice. I also dont have internet and am currently sitting in a book store.

I'm still alive, if anyone cares.


We found a place to live some time after I took a short trip last summer. I dont remember if I mentioned that... Uh... But once again we're going to get kicked out because of my father. (yeah he's still around, yeah things are still stressful)

No, again we dont have any place to go. Yes again dad is waiting till the last minute and we are probably going to be kicked out by the sheriff like the last however many times. No he doesnt care. Yes we have only been in this place for 4... 5 months? Something like that.

*Sighs*

So, more or less life is the same as always.

Unless two agree how can they walk together?

Whatsoever you so that shall you also reap.

One sided love and relationship don't work... Having a princess mentality doesn't work (That is letting one side do all the work to earn or deserve your love doesn't work. Having one person slay all the dragons to get to be with you doesn't work.)

A wife is a helper and a husband is a leader... One doesn't become those things over night. A person who strives to better their beloved before marriage will also in marriage enrich their beloved's life. A person that endeavors to be faithful and spend time with the one they love before marriage will also make time for that person in marriage.

Caring for someone is hard work even prior to marriage... There will always be reasons or excuses not to fight for the person you care about. There will always be something in the way... If you don't fight to be with the one you love before marriage... how much easier will it be to make an excuse or find a reason to not walk in love or to attempt divorce when one is all ready married? How much more stressful being married is... But how glorious and wonderful it is to have someone strive to be with you... How much of a blessing is it to have someone to lean on..?

Marriage and love are not an excuse for sex but a commitment... A commitment to work together till death. A commitment to share your lives. A commitment to support and be supported. A commitment to hold each other up and better the other person... To share the burdens of this world... Marriage isn't a fantasy.. Its not about rescuing a princess... It's not about getting from the other person... Its not about sex...

It's about time... and attention... true love and care..

True love and selfishness cannot coexist in the same relationship... And noone should go half way... You should give it your all.. Be the best you can be for the person you care about.. Put your whole heart into it. Love someone the best way you know how. Because only when you give your self away... Only when you forget about your needs and give to someone else can you find out who you really are as a person.

Disappointments will never cease... Heartbreaks will never stop... There will always be something to get in the way... But nothing ever worth having is ever easy. Gold doesn't fall in one's lap. Only when you work hard... only when you sow do you reap the benefits.. Only when you strive do you cross the finish line...

Life is not easy. You have to fight... You have to claw and dig your way through all the crap and mud to get what you want in life. Whether it's love... a PhD.. friendships.. your own business.. or even a house.. There will always be reasons and excuses not to work hard. There will always be reasons not to try... There will always be reasons to give up. But if you do you will never... ever get what is most precious to you. So fight...

Fight for the one you love... Fight for what you want to achieve... You'll get broken and bruised.. You'll feel the sting of other people's selfishness.. And yes even the person you love will hurt you from time to time. But don't give up. If you truly love them, if you truly care about what you're fighting for don't give up. Never believe that it's impossible. Never surrender to those things that stand in your way. Remain determined. Fight. Fight for what matters to you. Fight to your dying breath. Because when you work hard your moment of victory will be even sweeter. It's through stress and pressure that a coal becomes a diamond. It's the rough patches in a relationship that make those moments of happiness pure bliss. Its those moments that you're tested and tried that make your life into something worth living.

One can never know how awesome and glorious happiness is if they have never felt disappointment. It is the sinner that has been forgiven of much that puts their whole heart into loving God. It is those that have tasted loss or pain or hardship that know how much of a relief it is to have a moment to breathe. Even a rose must fight its way up through the dirt to blossom.

So when things go wrong, when things are hard, it's a moment to prove your love.. To show forth your devotion. To show how much that one person or thing you desire means to you. If you are not faithful with little things who would trust you with true riches?

Whether you fight for a romantic relationship.... Whether you fight for a friendship... Whether you fight for a goal or desire... Anything worth having is worth fighting for... Things will never fall into your lap... You will always have to fight for what you want. Man or woman.

And for those who search for romantic relationships... Any man or woman who refuses to fight or work hard for the one they love is not worth of them.

John 13:34-35
James 2:8
Zechariah 8:16-17
Leviticus 19
Matthew 5:43-48
Matthew 22:36-40
Mark 12:28-34
Luke 10:25-37
Romans 13:8-10
Galatians 5:13-15

Merry Christmas..

ToT; I havent gotten to make or send any cards this year... Sorry everyone

XD The thanksgiving day parade got rick rolled.